We've been having storms all week which has put me in an introspective mood. Nothing is the way I dreamed or wanted it to be, but I'm not upset. I guess I finally understand that life is something that happens while you're making other plans. We can think whatever we want, but life will just... be.

Drugs are not good for me. I liked myself before I knew what an addiction was. Man, quitting cigarettes in nigh unto impossible. But I'm still keepin' on.
Does anyone know of a good dream analysis book? I've been having the most disturbing and grotesque dreams but I'm lost as to what they might mean.